it's almost midnight and i've worked 2 x 12-13 hr days... i was absolutely knackered so i decided to climb into bed cos it's nice and warm. so listening to music hoping i would fall asleep but my mind is still going...
some random things i've been thinking about lately...
- do i just get busy and get caught up in what i'm doing? does it mean i neglect listening to the things that are going on around me and does it mean i stop caring for people in the way i should??
so i thought about how i could be active in caring... how can i be remembering not to be self absorbed?? lol...
- last sunday's talk at church was about prayer... have been reading valley of vision a lot which is puritan prayers. love it...
the speaker talked about the fact that Abraham was challenging God to save Soddom. the way he spoke to God was bold yet humble. he approached God with reverence but his manner was almost challenging God.
some thing i was thinking about after the sermon was the nature of my relationship with God... like how i approach God and prayer and the types of things i pray for.
- i'm wondering why people seem to download on me at work. i find people with 'psycho-social overlay' problems very draining. am wondering how to deal with it without losing compassion. i've learnt to leave work at work but how do i move on while i'm still at work?? cos at the end of some days i'm just soooo exhausted. not physically but mentally.
- one of my interns tried to personality type me... i dont think he was totally correct... so i decided to take a myer briggs test online. i did it in yr 11 but cant remember.
my results:
I - definitely introverted. definitely need private/personal timeout
S - actually i'm probably somewhere in the middle of sensing and intuitive but lean more towards sensing
F - i'm also somewhere in the middle between thinking and feeling because i'm definitely quite logical but am ruled a lot by feelings, popular opinion and react to conflict
P - i actually thought i was a more of a J (judging) person but when i did this only one thing fell into that category.. the P part of me does like to multitask, i do my best work close to deadlines (eg starting assignments at 8pm the night before they are due...) and avoid committments that interfere with freedom and flexibility. but i'm a J person in that i do like to plan things (i just never seem to stick to plans and become disorganised)
Introverted (I) 56.76% Extroverted (E) 43.24%
Sensing (S) 50% Intuitive (N) 50%
Feeling (F) 61.76% Thinking (T) 38.24%
Perceiving (P) 51.28% Judging (J) 48.72%
ISFP - "Artist". Interested in the fine arts. Expression primarily through action or art form. The senses are keener than in other types. 8.8% of total population. |
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