i must have a 'kick me' sign on my back...

well it's been a crazy long day...
worked at my clinic 8-11:30am then dashed off to mac uni eastwood clinic for my 12-8pm shift.

so was good to meet the 12-4 interns at the clinic. i already knew one guy from some fieldwork. it's a quiet shift and i'm not used to just sitting around so i decided to wander around to see what the interns are up to when they werent seeing patients. some were practising and so i sat in to give some feedback and learn some stuff from them myself. it's actually quite fun...
and i think the guys appreciated me taking an interest in helping them rather than just sitting around like other supervisors apparently do... but i get bored so i like to be doing. anyway... so i got to know some of the interns but i have no idea how i end up getting paid out so much... and i dont even know these guys... like first time i've met them and i'm already being paid out by them...
one of my regulars reckons it's cos i react... also i guess i'm friendly and take an interest so they kinda act like i'm just one of them...

but they are my interns!! so there should be some respect there!! cos otherwise i refuse to sign off on their paperwork and no numbers for them!! hrumph!!
lol... nah i'm having fun... just feel like i'm walking around with a big 'kick me' sign on my back... that ppl who meet me for 5 mins are comfortable enough to start paying me out!

anyway... was thinking about one of my previous posts about the rugby... and how i might need to learn to 'crude up'.
and i realised that no that's not who i am...
i think that what comes out of your mouth reflects the things in your head and heart... and i'm so not perfect in that area... everytime i read the book of James i feel challenged and the Spirit pierces my heart again because i know that i fall down in so many ways.
but i dont really need to add to it all by participating in crude jokes and i think i need to be more sensitive in what i do say even as a joke or pay out.

so i guess on reflection i'm glad that people feel comfortable enough with me to pay me out. and maybe i'll react because i'm innocent and that's who i am... but hopefully people can see that it's cos i'm a Christian...